It's been a long road through hell and back.

Wow. I haven't written in this thing in awhile. That is because 2 days after my last post I was blindsided and lost yet another job. It through me into a depression so dark and so deep I never thought I would get out of. I gained 38 pounds in those next months. I sat for many hours in my bed unable to move. It took doctors, parents, a wonderful brother and friends to make me stop crying and see the light of day again. Literally the light of day. Now isn't great. I realize I can never gain back what I lost. I hurt, like everyone does at some point in their lives, and I take solace that only God can get me through it. As James Frey once said "if you are going through hell just keep going." Or maybe it was Winston Churchill.